miss my TNT Express colleagues

looking back on the first few weeks of attachment, i feel luckily meeting such nice colleagues at work. Generally, they are all quite young... 20s to 30s. they are like frenze, nice to chat with, funny, caring...constantly asking if i am okie at work, buying me food to eat, chilling out, getting me gift when they go for a holiday... its just so nice of them.
Althou these are normal gesture that all colleagues in office does in a way of being courtesy, it is just different from all the office environment i have ever work at. because i can feel their sincerity and warm... not just doing for the sake of it.

haha... that why i have this mixed feeling yesterday cuz its my last day at work

happy sad happy sad happy sad happy sad happy sad
so what is making me happy? what is making me sad???

not sure.... i just cant put it into words.. its just the feeling lo...

and the feeling just dampen my mood when i actually planned to go St James with jeremy that night. sianz.... so we just went for a walk around esplanade

then i receive a call from home that someone send me a bouquet of flowers and a small gift. and i turn to look at my bf, using handsign to ask izzit him... hahaha... but he look blur... anyway how could it be him when he is just beside me... he can just pass it to me himself what.. oh well.. i didnt tot of that at the point of time.. haha..

then my mum told me that its my colleagues from my department.

i was so touched... its just so sweet of them... i am just an intern who is leaving yet they are still so nice to me.. :) :) will miss them so much...

Bouquet of flowers and a box of necklace.

haha.. camwhoring... :D

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okiess... i am so tired...
no time.. no time...
i need more than 24 hrs to do my stuff...to spend more time with him, to sleep..
to shop, to catch up with frenze, to get ready to fly off...
and everyday after work, i am so dead tired..i have practically no energy to go anywhere...
and if i really did, it's cuz they are important.. haha..

goodness.. i have never feel so tired before when i was on the way home just now.
i am like floating in the air.. my legs are walking but they hardly have the strength to hold my body weight. wei~ its not cuz i am heavy k? my eyes can hardly open too... that my bf gotton hold me tight and look out if i might knock onto any pillar or smth.. argh.. whatever..
grumpy...

grumpy week... grumpy day

hrmmp.....

Have u ever felt the chill of loneliness?when you have no close frenze to count on, only those who walk in and out of your social circle? but they are just not the frenzes whom u can pour your woes to?

Those Hi and bye "frenze", smile and hugged you as thou they are the best buddy in the world but will suddenly vanish when u need help.

How about those who treat you so nice, yet backstab you without you realising it?

Have u ever encounter being left out by all your frenze?? For instance, u are the last one to know that there was a celebration and it was all over when u knew it. or maybe knowing the event through many people but not the organiser himself/herself?

i do see people around me going throu it. and i do feel lucky that i am not the "one of them". Maybe its because i have already found my best and closest frenze so i need not try to search for them... maybe i have yet to know such hideous people and of course, i would never want to know them. still, we will never understand those people motive if they really want to be the way they want...i just hope i am able to handle and tackle "that type of people" without making myself feel depress and miserable... cuz i want them to feel miserable instead of me taking it...

oh well, thats life!

the toughest win

:D

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anyway, jess's birthday was really a day that shows true friendship...
hahaha... i think i am so evil cuz i can actually smile for what happen that night and act as thou nothing happen... what a frenze i am. but u cant blame me manz, cuz its not my birthday and i cant invite them when the birthday girl dunn want or forget about them..
haha... anyway, i can be a really good frenze. :D
really...
really...

am i right, wei wen and jess????
hahahaha

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am i really that bad??

i dunn know....i'm confuse. i'm at a loss of the next move.

no matter how much i try, i can never be a good girlfrenze.

i have so much thing in mind... but i cant put it into a clearer picture.
its draining my willpower.


my heart ache. my tears blurred my vision.
but i must not cry. not infront of other people.


god, pls help me and give me the strength to move on.

i finally manage to dig out time to blog. haha... maybe i should say i have nothing to blog about..
arghh.. whatever.. grumpy me...

currently having attachment and its only week3...
haiz..i am damn sick travelling all the way to changi business district early in the morning. Gotton wake up at 6 plus to get ready and head to work by 730am, just to catch the company bus. and why company bus rite??? Because the company is located very far from the MRT station and there is only one freaking public bus that is going there and you will have to take 20 mins if u actually walk from Expo mrt... its so Ou lu!!! but still there are alot of other logistic companies and blabla companies there too.. arghh..

guess u people dunn know where i am attached to unless we always catch up.. haha...
oh well.... :D okie..whatever..i'm being random.

anyway, i am attached to TNT. If u have not heard of it, it is a logistic company like FedEx, UPS, DHL... compared to other companies, TNT dunn really publicize as much so I'm not surprise if u ask me what does the company do.
hmm... somehow i felt kinda lucky that i was posted to TNT and i am doing smth related to my studies. cuz i was so worried that the annoying school will post me to werid places just to do admin work and i even tried to self-place myself but it was tough to get through. haha... thank god for hearing me. :D :D

Met up with Joyce and Sharon after work last week and sharon gave us "cold sweat" manz. haha... its the third day after she got her license and she nearly knock onto another car. ai yo...new driver still so reckless, if not all her effort of getting the license will go down the drain.
I realise I dunn like to drive compared to last time... rather let others fetch me, sit back and relax.... haha... hope my driving skill wouldnt rust. :D