okiess... i am so tired...
no time.. no time...
i need more than 24 hrs to do my stuff...to spend more time with him, to sleep..
to shop, to catch up with frenze, to get ready to fly off...
and everyday after work, i am so dead tired..i have practically no energy to go anywhere...
and if i really did, it's cuz they are important.. haha..

goodness.. i have never feel so tired before when i was on the way home just now.
i am like floating in the air.. my legs are walking but they hardly have the strength to hold my body weight. wei~ its not cuz i am heavy k? my eyes can hardly open too... that my bf gotton hold me tight and look out if i might knock onto any pillar or smth.. argh.. whatever..
grumpy...

grumpy week... grumpy day

hrmmp.....

Have u ever felt the chill of loneliness?when you have no close frenze to count on, only those who walk in and out of your social circle? but they are just not the frenzes whom u can pour your woes to?

Those Hi and bye "frenze", smile and hugged you as thou they are the best buddy in the world but will suddenly vanish when u need help.

How about those who treat you so nice, yet backstab you without you realising it?

Have u ever encounter being left out by all your frenze?? For instance, u are the last one to know that there was a celebration and it was all over when u knew it. or maybe knowing the event through many people but not the organiser himself/herself?

i do see people around me going throu it. and i do feel lucky that i am not the "one of them". Maybe its because i have already found my best and closest frenze so i need not try to search for them... maybe i have yet to know such hideous people and of course, i would never want to know them. still, we will never understand those people motive if they really want to be the way they want...i just hope i am able to handle and tackle "that type of people" without making myself feel depress and miserable... cuz i want them to feel miserable instead of me taking it...

oh well, thats life!

the toughest win

:D

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anyway, jess's birthday was really a day that shows true friendship...
hahaha... i think i am so evil cuz i can actually smile for what happen that night and act as thou nothing happen... what a frenze i am. but u cant blame me manz, cuz its not my birthday and i cant invite them when the birthday girl dunn want or forget about them..
haha... anyway, i can be a really good frenze. :D
really...
really...

am i right, wei wen and jess????
hahahaha