My bf has decided to accept NUS offer and continue studying in Singapore, not Aussie...
Initially he planned to go Aussie to study to get his degree early..he even had all his documents ready and send it to the school...
He didnt apply for NUS but NUS still asked him to go for the test & interview. so he just went for the test and see how izzit..
And... ya, he received a letter of offer from NUS yesterday....
Shouldnt i feel happy for him and call for a celebration for his acceptance to NUS...
congrad him, be so excited about it, give him a hug/kiss, treat him to a nice dinner... plan a getaway trip... ...etc
well.. i didnt do any of that... i just feel nothing..
nothing...
why???
cuz i hope he will go Aussie to get his degree and masters. but his family suggested that he should go NUS since the duration of his course is not much of different... about 4 years. (3 yrs degree, 1 year masters)
well... so i just let him decide what he really wants and try not to influence his decision.
so conclusion: NUS.....
haiz..okieokiee..

ESTEE NEO CAN U STOP FEELING THIS WAY!!!! ALSO NOT U STUDYING LAH... IT IS HIS DECISION AND HE IS THE ONE STUDYING IT..
MOREOVER YOU ARE HIS GF, SHOULDNT U BE MORE SUPPORTIVE AND STOP GIVE SUCH A FACE... I TOT YOU TOLD HIM THAT WHATEVER HIS DECISION IS, YOU WILL SUPPORT HIM... NOW U ARE DOING THE OPPOSITE!!! Arghhh!!!!!

be happy can... be happy... :)

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starting work this coming week...
My offical step to the working world....

TNT Express...
haha.. yea.. i am going back to TNT Express.
Although i have worked as an intern last year... it will be totally different this year..
i will be entering the company as a perm staff... and will be seen as equal status with my colleagues
not the small girl i was once called when i was doing my internship...
haha.. thou i am the youngest there lah...
haiz.. i am stress now.. i am afraid that i cant meet my manager's expectation... i am scare that i will be so stupid when my colleagues tried to teach me smth... i am scare i will do smth wrong...
How will it be like??? how will next week be like???
really hope everything will go smoothly...

God... pls bless me... =)

anyway, it is really great to see my colleagues again and be able to work with them..
they are like a big, cosy family...
everyone is so nice.. no backstabbing... one united team.
well well... glad to be back...


Pls wish me luck k???
heehee...


have a great day ahead.... :)

great great.... Dr said that i would be able to remove my braces soon...

i think it will be in another 3 to 6 mths... and no more bracey ESTEE!!!!

yeah yeah... i really do anticipate that day manz... haha...

i still remember when i was struggling whether to put braces last year...

because i do not have the courage... and putting braces was never in my mind nor was it a solution for my bunny teeth. And during that period of time i really hate seeing myself in the mirror.. i feel my teeth are so ugly. i hate to smile in a picture, seeing my bunny teeth before anyone face in the picture.. i really do hate it... hate myself??? a little...

do i sound depressing??

oh well...everyone will go through such phrase in life rite??? the growing up stage???

so so... after speaking to Pam (she did her braces too) and sharing her experiences with me... it kinda give me more courage and motivation.. if not i can really drag and drag..year after year thinking and not doing anything... haha... and i bugged so many people, asking them for opinion...

my poor jeremy is one of them... haha... and he said that he dont really encourage me to go for it....

why??

"because i love you for who you are and there is no need to go throu such pain to look beautiful. To me, you are always beautiful... "

so sweet rite... heehee... anyway, I can tell that he didnt say it just to make me feel better... haha.. oh well... i know him well enough to judge that, that why i am his gf!!!! hohoho...

whatever it is...i still went for it...

and here i am now!!! with neat and straight teeth...

HAPPY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha... wanna see the differences ??? (tried looking for the best up close photos)

okiee.. i put a funny picture of me and jess with super Retro hair... (BEFORE)

Nat, Christina und Me (AFTER)

i think the picture is not clear enough!!! sianz....

okie people.... if u have been hesitanting whether to put braces and you feel that your teeth look bad.... GO FOR IT!!! it will really change your look and your smile... and seriously, u will have more confident..

I wouldnt say that i look prettier lah... oh pls, i not so thick skin... i am encouraging people because it will improve your overall look.. IMPROVE...

unless you wanna have a major change for your looks then go plastic lo...

haha...

** Christina thanks for your gift =)

really miss u and Nat....