Friday, May 30, 2008

My bf has decided to accept NUS offer and continue studying in Singapore, not Aussie...
Initially he planned to go Aussie to study to get his degree early..he even had all his documents ready and send it to the school...
He didnt apply for NUS but NUS still asked him to go for the test & interview. so he just went for the test and see how izzit..
And... ya, he received a letter of offer from NUS yesterday....
Shouldnt i feel happy for him and call for a celebration for his acceptance to NUS...
congrad him, be so excited about it, give him a hug/kiss, treat him to a nice dinner... plan a getaway trip... ...etc
well.. i didnt do any of that... i just feel nothing..
nothing...
why???
cuz i hope he will go Aussie to get his degree and masters. but his family suggested that he should go NUS since the duration of his course is not much of different... about 4 years. (3 yrs degree, 1 year masters)
well... so i just let him decide what he really wants and try not to influence his decision.
so conclusion: NUS.....
haiz..okieokiee..

ESTEE NEO CAN U STOP FEELING THIS WAY!!!! ALSO NOT U STUDYING LAH... IT IS HIS DECISION AND HE IS THE ONE STUDYING IT..
MOREOVER YOU ARE HIS GF, SHOULDNT U BE MORE SUPPORTIVE AND STOP GIVE SUCH A FACE... I TOT YOU TOLD HIM THAT WHATEVER HIS DECISION IS, YOU WILL SUPPORT HIM... NOW U ARE DOING THE OPPOSITE!!! Arghhh!!!!!

be happy can... be happy... :)

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starting work this coming week...
My offical step to the working world....

TNT Express...
haha.. yea.. i am going back to TNT Express.
Although i have worked as an intern last year... it will be totally different this year..
i will be entering the company as a perm staff... and will be seen as equal status with my colleagues
not the small girl i was once called when i was doing my internship...
haha.. thou i am the youngest there lah...
haiz.. i am stress now.. i am afraid that i cant meet my manager's expectation... i am scare that i will be so stupid when my colleagues tried to teach me smth... i am scare i will do smth wrong...
How will it be like??? how will next week be like???
really hope everything will go smoothly...

God... pls bless me... =)

anyway, it is really great to see my colleagues again and be able to work with them..
they are like a big, cosy family...
everyone is so nice.. no backstabbing... one united team.
well well... glad to be back...


Pls wish me luck k???
heehee...


have a great day ahead.... :)



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