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hey peeps
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!
hope all your wish come true... :D

This year Christmas is a little messy and blur... but i still enjoyed it. haha... because we realise that no one organised the party properly, as in the programs, food, etc...
Everyone tot that it will be me and wei wen organising it and i tot its my other frenze who will be doing it... so we end up being confused and decided to inform them to just head down to my frenze house by evening, order in for dinner and our party just went so smoothly that everyone seems so high... And all thanks to Xiang effort for thinking of the games and props for that night.

seriously, my friends are a bunch of monekys.... they happily see others breaching the rules of the game and start wacking the loser. Out of the blue when i was explaining one of the games, one started dancing a weird dance and three other follow..... i nearly died laughing and get them in control with the game... haha
yep... lots of laughter and screaming. For that, my voice went hoarse. haha
whats new manz?? whenever i had gathering with them, my voice is always at risk. haha.. like having a battle with them...

Initially i was rather scare that i will feel sad during christmas eve and those parties. Scare that i will become a little emo again... Because jeremy went for a holiday and wouldnt be able to keep me accompany for 5 days from the day before christmas eve. :(
So we celebrated earlier :) miss him lots...

didnt go for any count down party during this christmas eve, so i went to my aunt's christmas party at her house and thereafter head down to DXO pub to meet my friends.
And someone made a huge scene there... but doubt i should reveal much here... hahaha...
oh well, i just cant help but laugh manz.... the scene was totally hilarious to see someone fell at the entrance of the toilet and luckily HL was around to help her out, cuz i didnt have the strength to carry her up. :D
haha... had a great time with them too... :)

miss my TNT Express colleagues

looking back on the first few weeks of attachment, i feel luckily meeting such nice colleagues at work. Generally, they are all quite young... 20s to 30s. they are like frenze, nice to chat with, funny, caring...constantly asking if i am okie at work, buying me food to eat, chilling out, getting me gift when they go for a holiday... its just so nice of them.
Althou these are normal gesture that all colleagues in office does in a way of being courtesy, it is just different from all the office environment i have ever work at. because i can feel their sincerity and warm... not just doing for the sake of it.

haha... that why i have this mixed feeling yesterday cuz its my last day at work

happy sad happy sad happy sad happy sad happy sad
so what is making me happy? what is making me sad???

not sure.... i just cant put it into words.. its just the feeling lo...

and the feeling just dampen my mood when i actually planned to go St James with jeremy that night. sianz.... so we just went for a walk around esplanade

then i receive a call from home that someone send me a bouquet of flowers and a small gift. and i turn to look at my bf, using handsign to ask izzit him... hahaha... but he look blur... anyway how could it be him when he is just beside me... he can just pass it to me himself what.. oh well.. i didnt tot of that at the point of time.. haha..

then my mum told me that its my colleagues from my department.

i was so touched... its just so sweet of them... i am just an intern who is leaving yet they are still so nice to me.. :) :) will miss them so much...

Bouquet of flowers and a box of necklace.

haha.. camwhoring... :D

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okiess... i am so tired...
no time.. no time...
i need more than 24 hrs to do my stuff...to spend more time with him, to sleep..
to shop, to catch up with frenze, to get ready to fly off...
and everyday after work, i am so dead tired..i have practically no energy to go anywhere...
and if i really did, it's cuz they are important.. haha..

goodness.. i have never feel so tired before when i was on the way home just now.
i am like floating in the air.. my legs are walking but they hardly have the strength to hold my body weight. wei~ its not cuz i am heavy k? my eyes can hardly open too... that my bf gotton hold me tight and look out if i might knock onto any pillar or smth.. argh.. whatever..
grumpy...

grumpy week... grumpy day

hrmmp.....

Have u ever felt the chill of loneliness?when you have no close frenze to count on, only those who walk in and out of your social circle? but they are just not the frenzes whom u can pour your woes to?

Those Hi and bye "frenze", smile and hugged you as thou they are the best buddy in the world but will suddenly vanish when u need help.

How about those who treat you so nice, yet backstab you without you realising it?

Have u ever encounter being left out by all your frenze?? For instance, u are the last one to know that there was a celebration and it was all over when u knew it. or maybe knowing the event through many people but not the organiser himself/herself?

i do see people around me going throu it. and i do feel lucky that i am not the "one of them". Maybe its because i have already found my best and closest frenze so i need not try to search for them... maybe i have yet to know such hideous people and of course, i would never want to know them. still, we will never understand those people motive if they really want to be the way they want...i just hope i am able to handle and tackle "that type of people" without making myself feel depress and miserable... cuz i want them to feel miserable instead of me taking it...

oh well, thats life!

the toughest win

:D

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anyway, jess's birthday was really a day that shows true friendship...
hahaha... i think i am so evil cuz i can actually smile for what happen that night and act as thou nothing happen... what a frenze i am. but u cant blame me manz, cuz its not my birthday and i cant invite them when the birthday girl dunn want or forget about them..
haha... anyway, i can be a really good frenze. :D
really...
really...

am i right, wei wen and jess????
hahahaha

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