am i really that bad??

i dunn know....i'm confuse. i'm at a loss of the next move.

no matter how much i try, i can never be a good girlfrenze.

i have so much thing in mind... but i cant put it into a clearer picture.
its draining my willpower.


my heart ache. my tears blurred my vision.
but i must not cry. not infront of other people.


god, pls help me and give me the strength to move on.