yeah.. FINALLY all my projects are over...
i can have a nice sleep and do all the stuff that i missed out during my project period.
woohoo....... and my mask is waiting for me.. haha

i went to tighten my braces last week. and i have no idea why it is so tight compared to the previous time. usually after tightening, i can either use the side teeth or the few front teeth to bite my food... but this time, i can use neither of them... the pain is so "suan" that i rather not talk and eat. so i just drank milo or soup for lunch/ dinner... and keep feeling hungry thoughout the day. haiz... its like torturing myself. my mum seem rather worry and upset seeing what i am going through so she kept asking what i wanna eat so that she can cook for me. sweet rite??
yepyep.
oh well... just gotton endure with it.
as the saying goes "ai mei bu yao ming"
hahaha.... i can "ren"... i can!!!


anyway, i called the traffic police today regarding the conversion of my M'sia driving license. But i was being put to an answering machine. And i really hate answering machine. it is really frustrating. you gotton listen to a pre-record human voice speaking to u... and u have to follow exactly what she says just to get your things done.
please press 1. For enquires please press 5. blablabla....
its like u gotton listen to all the options before u can decide on which number to press. damn waste of time.
yea..maybe for the organisation, they wanna narrow down the enquires from customer by directly them to different department or call centre. But tell me, which customer likes to "talk" to an automated answering machine...
hrmmpp... whatever... i am just grumpy...


Recently i have frenze who are in the dilemma of breaking up... or they are chilling off.
and majority of them are in a long term relationship. hmm... 3 to 4 years??
they have quarrels, disagreement, past lies haunting them or "the feeling has fade away"

Of course, its normal for couples to have arguement. But what exactly lie underneath these predicament?

When a couple is in a long term relationship, they tend to expect their partner to do/react what they should be doing. because of the years being together, the level of understanding should be there. But there will sure be times like "i tot u know i dunn like", "why u always need me to repeat?"

Moments when feeling fade but you know you will still love her/him. How are u going to struggle all by yourself and get the feeling back? How are u going to make things work out?
Its a headache rite? ya.. it is...

How about taking your partner for granted? will u do that without realizing it cuz she/he treats u like queen/king?
Or you cant bear to break up cuz you are so used to the life with him? seriously, u have to draw a clear line between loving the person and being used to the person in your life. loving her will make u feel that there is a need to have her in your life. but being used to the person without love, carry no value in continuing the relationship.

Anyway do u encounter people who ask if u are attached then carry on asking "how long have you two being together?" haha.. i guess we do lah. and usually their reply is: "huh! 4 years? so long. Can get married already lah!" blabla.... haha.. maybe they just casually commented smth like tt.. but u have to think whether is he the one for you, is the understanding between u two deep enough to carry on to the next level rather than concluding everything just because of the years being together.

somehow i feel that number of years being together are just numbers for the sake of memory. what's important is the chemistry between a couple, the love and understanding that will sustain a relationship. The forgiving and forget to ease the tension with one another.

i wouldnt say that i am good at handling it cuz i am constantly learning from my mistake and from my bf.
oh well... everyone do learn as they grow up rite... :D

cheerio!!!!!! stay happy people!!!!

preverts are just an annoying piece of shit... damn assholes...
why izzit always me and not other people.... did my face stamp with a "come scare me"???seriously, i am damn pissed... i really dunn understand why i am so sway.
its not becuz i am home late or i wear clothes that are revealing. (and i also dunn really wear revealing clothes lah)
those fucking ass randomly pick females to stalk or flash. BUT why am i so unlucky that i will encounter twice at my house downstairs.
arghh..... and previously, it happened in JB twice again. these man are damn sick manz.
ya...they have achieved their aim by scaring me but it is really outrageous, they flashed as thou their dick is mean to be out.
arghh... angry angry.
but why did i get scare so easily and walk away quickly....
should have scolded and shouted at that asshole.
anyway, i did report to the police immediately during the previous time
and the blanga quickly walk away cuz he know i called the police...
but then... what can the police do?? patrol around the housing estate??
but they cant do it every hour rite... haiz... whatever it is, i am damn sway...

my girlfrenze out there, pls be more careful when u are out or on the way home k??
and if u encounter such mentally disable, just kick his dick (touch wood) :)
arghh....
hope this freaking bad luck will end now!!!!

busy busy.... damn busy... so many things to do.. yet there's only 24 hrs a day for me.

i even forget how many tutorials and lectures i have skipped because i cant wake up in the morning to attend it...
and i cant crawl out of bed cuz i have been sleeping late, rushing projects, research research and research, meeting..etc... *shag* I have 5 projects to submit in 2 weeks time or izzit one week time?? oh well... just gotton get it over and done with... moreover i have different group mates for different modules so its kinda tough to find a common time for all of us to be free... if not, we will have msn meeting..

During this period of time, my family has a new arrived member (yep..its baby darius) who brought us lots of joy and excitement, my second sis is back from melbourne (which means she will have more stuff to share with me.. hahaha...oh well, we are sisters plus mum always say that we should share... hoho.. she brought back quite a HUGE number of her barang barangs that exceeded 12kg of her baggage. and also ship back 5 boxes of her books, magazine, shoes...etc. i really dunn know how my sis managed to pack and bring back her whole room of junks. think she took about few days to pack. oh ya...i asked her to bring back more Abalone Macadamia nuts cuz it is just so delicious and addictive. its so nice that "once u pop, u cant stop"....so u must try it, if u have not. :D . Anyway, i din mention that she got fatter rite?? ya.. i didnt... okiee... hahaha...)

Last week, me and my mum attended my cousin's daughter full month celebration at Tanah Merah Country Club. which was also baby darius full month...its not on the actually date..but they wanna put it on the weekend so that it is easier for everyone. so baby darius celebrated his one day later than hers thou their birthday dates are only different by two days. :D

not sure when or why i have develop a phobia of seeing myself.... cuz i'm ugly?? i really dunn know. there are times when i'm scare of looking into mirror cuz it scares me or maybe i scare myself.. izzit my features or what.. dun know dunn know... i shouldnt be like tt rite... i should be contented with what god gives me.... i should... :)

oh well....forget it... i have more important things to deal with than such weird phobia i am developing...

HAVE a nice day peeps!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Introducing Baby Darius..........

















i wasnt at the hospital at the time of his birth because i was at my aunt's house for my grandma's birthday celebration.
How coincidence, rite? Physically, i was at my grandma's party and mentally, i was worried and excited... thank god... everything went well..... :D















The first two posted pictures were not taken by my brother in law. it was one of the doctor who was rather free after injecting the epidural into my sis's spin. and did i mention he was reading newspaper in the OT?? hmm..i am not sure if that's true... haha..
oh well, at least we got some memorable photos for baby Darius at the moment he was born.. there are more photos of him but i can only post these three... because sis might not like it... yep yep...

The little precious boy... he is just so adorable. so cute...
Love this little baby to bits.......

all focus seems to be on global warming these few months...rising sea level... flooding, drought.
oh well... since part of europe is sinking, will singapore submerge into the water one day... haha... hmm.... possible but highly-unlikely...cuz there are indonesia and malaysia arounding us..


I watched one of the documentary about Global Warming last week and its quite scary knowing that the Arctic is thawing rapidly. Shrinking and thinning of ice cap. Even winter cold has not been refreezing compared to the few years back. Poor Polars... how are they going to survive??(Guess the polar bears in Alaska should migrate to Singapore Zoological Garden... at least they will be feed.) haha... anyway, the US government have named Polar bears as a species threatened with extinction due to the declines in bear survival.


And in the documentary, they showed a polar bear swimming for days in the whole Arctic Ocean without any ice cap for it to rest on. only small cubes of it that cant even hold the weight of the bear's paw. that will happen if the temperature rise and ice cap melting constantly. No land for polars that will make them swim and swim till they reach another country or find something to rest on, on the sea. (will they die due to exhastion after weeks of swimming??)?????not sure..




















Anyway, i found out an interesting news.
cuz parts of Europe are sinking and houseboats become a common sight, Netherlands are actually designing building that floats on sea water to cope with rising sea level. They are regular houses and their foundation allow them to rise as water levels rise.. The houses have a hollow concrete cube at the base and are anchored by two vertical columns that can withstand a rise in the water of up to 4m. Can you imagine yourself staying in these floating residential buildings, roads and office building?? maybe 50 years down the road when everything is submerge into the sea...


hmm...wouldnt it be easier for people who wanna commit suicide, as in just jump into the sea??? oh..people who love fishing will like this idea... fishing at anywhere, anytime.. oh well, just thinking too much...

oh great!!!!Holidays is in a week time and i can go shopping and do all the stuff that i have been wanting to do since school started. seriously, i dunn know what i have been busy with during the first month of school.. projects??? projects??? tests??? not sure...
oh well, just chiong for the final year lah... haiz...

Here comes June... and Here comes Baby darius... i mean soon.. haha... i am anticipating but he gotton be a good boy to arrive on time so that his mummy wouldnt have any worries that he will "pop" out earlier. haiz... this few mths, the whole family are so worried about my elder sis . Cuz she has been running in and out of the hospital because of her high blood pressure. **lets pray that everything is fine, k ** and i feel so helpless, cuz i cant do anything... haha... never mind, i will pray for her and give her moral support.. :D


anyway,i realise i cant draw bunnies for godsake....it dunn look real at all... and why does he have the talent in drawing.. arghh.. okie..nth, just being random haha

although school just started and i am not working at the moment, this week is so so busy... time just "zoom" by without me knowing how fast it went..
there are lots of things i wanna say... but i am too tired to type... moreover, i had a bad day on the day of my birthday which is also the first day of school... oh...forgot to say why... because i had a very very bad flu plus headache and that particular someone is responsible for it... haha.. no further details..

**Settlers** celebrating mine and shi en's birthday



















after Settlers, we went around clarke quay to look for a cafe to chill out. But its so tough to get seats unless we pre- arranged it..cuz there were about 19 of us..
hey..its not a class outting k?? i just didnt expect so many of them to turn up.. haha.. so we hang around at Macs for a rest and a photo-taking session...















top*wei sheng, yee haw, jin hui, kok hui, Shi en, kai wen, Estee, Wei wen, Ting yao, Ian, HL, Sylvia and kok siong*




trying to include YL into the picture while she is at the other side of the glass panel.. =_="
*Kai wen, Sylvia, YL, Jocelyn, Xiang and Me


more photos will be post at the next entry. cuz i am tired...hahaha
just come home after celebrating wei wen, haw and wei sheng's birthday can..... had a busy and tiring day...
haha... carry on the next time... hoho